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'Commitment and Discipline'

by Luxury Stranger

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1.
Korruption 07:59
There's nothing happening in the night for me. There's nothing left in this room for my eyes to see. Flowers in the garden, the colour of her hair, the curve of your breast when you're stripped down bare. Things are so uncertain, nothing can be said – like lies and secrets oozing from your bed. Take me now, I'm yours to keep... But only for tonight – tomorrow, I'm in another places. Hold me close and share my pain – see what's inside, see what's beside my other face. You're open to what I have to say to you. You're open – slide back as I 'pray' to you. Breathing in the stale air, seeing with your skin – loving every moment of the mood you're in. Covering your pale flesh, making you mine – living all the secrets oozing from your mind. Take me now, I'm yours to keep... But only for tonight – tomorrow, I'm in another places. Hold me close and share my pain – see what's inside, see what's beside my other face.
2.
Take away the laughter, show me what you've got – I searched for something after but all I got was rot. Walking in a city full of faceless fools, things were so much easier but then they changed the rules. Nothing seems to make me feel as good as when I see you smile – I would hold your face in a picture frame and show it to my friends. Days like this could just roll by, just like times when see you cry – I will make a statement that's so clever to make Becci laugh. Open up your window, let the light in like a god... but you were never ready to finish the job. I couldn't see any reason to deny you the perfect death – your life had been so pretty but now there's no laughter left. Nothing seems to make me feel as good as when I see you smile – I would hold your face in a picture frame and show it to my friends. Days like this could just roll by, just like times when see you cry – I will make a statement that's so funny to make Becci laugh.
3.
Elements 03:39
Nothing comes from nothing, nothing comes from nothing. Elements of life, elements of death. Nothing comes from nothing. Nothing comes from nothing, nothing comes from nothing. Elements of life, elements of death. I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say. Something comes from nothing – elements of death. And I know what you say. And I know what you do. Come around to my house and watch me play – remember to cover your eyes. Nothing comes from nothing, nothing comes from nothing. Everything comes from life, everything goes to death. I'm looking for reasons to see the next day – I sit at home and I 'pray' by myself. Something comes from nothing. And I know what you say. And I know what you do. Come around to my house and watch me play – remember to cover your eyes. You can be my audience, and I'll spread my joy for you. Please wear your skin for me – the pleasure will be much better.
4.
Ride across the sea, away from you and me – I was losing you over time. The shadow on your face describes a different place – in that land, you're no longer mine. Talking with the walls, hiding in religious halls – spreading the word of how I'd die for you. To the stage of melancholy I go – I want you at my show. The limelight faded but your name's still in my lines. Just as rocks break down the waves, I will stand right here and take the pain – that, everyone knows. And where did you go? I still feel the touch, it hurts so much where you blessed my soul long ago... I can't control myself, I'm guessing how you felt – I want your eyes so I can see your life. And nothing, nothing will take your place – I'm haunted by your face. You set me alight – I burn for you. Like a hero in my books of art, I have the heart to risk my soul and seek you out. And where did you go? Without you here, I have the fear – this town drags me down. Nothing is clear to me these days. Thoughtless, I stare an endless gaze – mindful of what the people say. And where did you go? Where? No one knows. An empty seat is kept, in case you return... A vacant place in my heart, should you return from where you've gone.
5.
There's no need to draw the curtains, there's no need to close the blind. Nightlight will not disturb me – the moon is the sun, in my mind. In the throes of passion, see the power I hold in my hand – nothing and no one can take this sensation away from me. But as I try to hold you, I have to shake you – you seem dead to me now. If only I could be just like you and try to sleep. I walk at day, I feel asleep – nighttime is my wake up call. I know that it is just not me, I know that it is just not me. Shaded vision saves my eyes – to some, I seem I'm in disguise. I tell you, it isn't an ego trip – I tell you that I may just slip... In the throes of passion, see the power I hold in my hand – nothing and no one can take this sensation away from me. As I try to make love to you, I have to shake you – you're dead to me now. I pray to be just like you and try to sleep. In the throes of passion, see the power I hold in my hands – nothing and no one, not anybody can take this sensation away from me. I need to shake you, I need to wake you – I want you alive, just like me. But it's just impossible – you're not made that way. Begging whoever rules this world, to be so kind and ease my mind. I would do almost anything – just let me sleep. I want to see the world like others, live a life just like my brothers. Oh please – just let me sleep. Just let me sleep. Just let me sleep. Just let me sleep. Sleep...
6.
Secrets, secrets untold – seamless in the way I'm sold. Do they see me? Do they care? Why do they taunt me for what I dare to see? Worthless, worthless in their world – I'm hiding my feelings with a heart unfurled. One day they want me, another they don't care. Why do they hate me for what I dare to be? If you love me, you'll burn with me... But if you're seen with me, you'll die with me... Just don't let them change you – I always want to be near you... If you love me, you'll lie for me – it's easy when there's nowhere left to go. Hurtful thoughts in their minds – I'm trying so hard not to be left behind. One day, it's easy to live my days but I'm always restricted by what they say of me... If you love me, you'll burn with me... But if you're seen with me, you'll die with me... Just don't let them change you – I always want to be near you... If you love me, you'll lie for me – it's easy when there's nowhere left to go.
7.
Punishment 03:47
Tie me up and beat me down – I can't wait to leave my town behind. Cut me loose and let me run, give me an answer – will I have fun tonight? Spinning on a carousel, I looked so nice but I felt like hell but it does not matter to the world outside when they're tearing us apart. I show my face but I'll wear my mask – I can't wait to leave my town behind, at last... 'Peacocks' so ugly, I could puke – but they look at me with retribute. Give me an answer – will I make it through tonight? Spinning on a carousel, I looked so nice but I felt like hell but it does not matter to the world outside. In a hall of mirrors, you told me a secret – that, I'll never forget – but it does not matter to the world outside when they're tearing us apart.
8.
You'll never take my life. You'll never take my dreams. There's a level that we all want to reach, so on and on and on I go... Along the road, I go... A journey that can be fast or slow. People see me, some them I know – come with me... I'll never run away and I'll never beg you to stay – on and on and on I go... You'll never take my life. You'll never take my dreams. Nothing comes so easily as walking down the street. Nothing comes so easy to me as living in my feet. I am just being me, I AM just being ME – I can't breathe as anyone else, so set me free...

about

"I have to say, 'Commitment and Discipline' was a joy to write, rehearse, and gig (and a few of the songs remain in the set to this date). I'd been looking forward to being back to recording with a full band (the last time I had was in 1999 with my old band, after we'd come out of our deal with Roadrunner!).

"I think with hindsight though, some of the songs were played perhaps a tad too fast (something that's been 'corrected' in live performances - thanks, Martin). But, if I remember right, I think there was an air of "we've got to get something out NOW" - which from experience can often force a below par release!

"But 'Commitment and Discipline', for its faults is still a great step in the journey of LS finding its sound and feel (and fan base)... Live, we were gaining a good reputation and I wanted us to bring that over to the record... and the songs were (and still are) some of my - and the fans' - favourites.

"Unfortunately, the album was released in the midst of an awful time. Something changed...

"And so, with huge thanks to Chris Tuke and Neal Spowage coming on board just as I was about to take Luxury Stranger on a European tour supporting The Chameleons, Luxury Stranger was able to promote the album fully and sell out of physical copies before we'd finished the tour!

"We played a string of seriously powerfully emotive and theatrical shows - it was a corking time (despite some mysterious events)! But what a relief to get it done and done right... Sure, it was a messy time (make-up, face paint and sweat staining everything along the way) but it still felt 'right' and I think the camaraderie on the tour made it 'right' too...

"I also think 'C&D' and the events that surrounded it enabled me to write songs like Empty Men and Frozen which would help guide me to the sort of stuff being written for LS to this day. I think the time around 'C&D' helped me have such a positive and progressive outlook with Luxury Stranger from then onwards, no matter what or who kicks it in the nuts, out of the blue..." (Simon York, Jan 2024)

credits

released January 1, 2010

Voices, guitars, keyboards, percussion: Simon York
Bass guitar: Chris Ruscoe
Drums and percussion: Paul Sycamore

For writer credits, see each track

Engineer: Kevin Hopps
Mixed by Kevin Hopps and Simon York
Produced by Kevin Hopps and Simon York

Copyright: 2010 SDB songs / M'aidez Music / Sisterray
P: Earth-Two Records
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Luxury Stranger Nottingham, UK

LS is one of the leading lights in the UK post-punk / dark alternative landscape.

Having released critically acclaimed albums and singles, toured independently and with major acts across the UK and Europe, the driving force has always been vocalist / songwriter Simon York – "easily one of the finest vocalists in the UK right now" (Reflections of Darkness magazine). ... more

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